I realize that I don't write on here anymore. I used this to vent out my fustrations when I needed it, and to share indirectly my secret thoughts and feelings with those who I know will read it. I'm proud enough to say that I actually tried really hard this year to conquer my anxiety and while difficult, it is working. My lack of writing here tells me that I must be doing something correct because in the last year, most of the entires were of me being rather upset with the circumstances that life has given me.

I defintiely won't be deleting this account because I want to keep it as a reminder of how much I've grown in the past couple years. I may still have a panic disorder, and I may still be OCD about some things, but I've gotten through all my agoraphobic fears. (I can ride the subway by myself now.)

So goodbye Xanga, I've moved on for now.